Monday, August 25, 2014

Flying high


Salam & Hi to all. Kaifa halukum?

Dah ada bsic arab, so boleh speaking la eh. ? Sekarang, baru rasa boleh breathe dgn success nya, because my schedule is too tight! Too much works. Mulut ni tak habis2 berzikir utk ringankan beban. Jangan RIAK please!

Back to the topic, dealing with too many works, different people, of course I'll behave differently.
I'm not saying I'm good in everything. Can handle works efficiently, but, haiissh too difficult to say it.
Conflicts are everywhere. I don't like seeking revenge, that's not my behavior! I'm not born to fight, quarreling with others.

I've right to say something to my friend. But, i guess i'm wrong by trusting he/ she, because the big conflicts have arise.  I'm so sad, from now on i'll never trust people, i'll just keep my words inside my heart and never tell to others. I guess, I'm now looking like a cruel, bad girl in front of others. (Muka je cantik, baik, tapi perangai macam apa) I'm so sad! A small matter turn to big and tall building like SPAR platform, then have ruined the friendship!

Its ok sakinah. One more sem to go, then you are free. I always say it to myself. I'm not weak, but people are looking down at me. I know I'm not good in engineering principles, but I can learn step by step.

From now on, i'll never trust people. I'm sorry for everything, and I guess I just want to go far far far away from here.






(taken from Kak Maria's) 

Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Self reminder

Salam & Hi to all,

Salam Ramadhan! How's your day? Me? Turning up side down. Projects, assignments, reports, etc..

Have you heard about the latest news? The attack on Gaza! Ya Allah, please protect my brothers,sisters there.

Kita ni sangat bertuah di Malaysia. Makanan berlambak-lambak, beautiful house, clothes, big cars, etc..
How about them in Gaza, Palestine? Sometimes, I do think about it.

My dadi used to say; " Kalau boleh dadi nak ambil sorang dua anak palestine jaga kt rumah, bagi makan, bagi pelajaran"

I'm thinking about that too! Hehehehe. The babies,kids are too cute! Poor them, still kena tembak, bakar, but syurga Allah menanti mereka.

"Ya Allah, please protect the Islam countries. Please save the ummah. Please save the babies, kids,women,elderly people. Let Islam win.."

What can I do today for them? Only DOA. I kept praying for them. I tried not to take McD anymore. Alhamdulillah, almost 2 months tak makan McD. Only for the sundae chocolate, need to cari pengganti.

Bye!. please pray for them!

(p/s: dah tengok video kak neelofa cerita pasal experience dia? here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbpMn_B_hpY&feature=youtu.be)

- how about me? -


Monday, June 30, 2014

Move on

Salam & Hi,

Selamat berpuasa to all. I feel like want to kick the punch beg. zzzzz.

I hate when people does not give respond when it comes to urgent matter. The dateline is coming.
But, no respond from others.

I'm not saying that I'm really good in that kind of work, but please take your own initiatives.
I'm also struggling in searching for information, put away some of my works.

Don't depend too much on your members. How you want to struggle in future, if selalu behave like this?

I'm not the person like to shout at people, being crazy mad. I'm the person like easy going, always be cool and only react when I can't withstand anymore.

I need strength for another 1 1/2 semester  to deal with those people.

Bye.

I used to read this frequently to make my works easier. Alhamdulillah, semua okay.
This doa dah jadi my best friend.


p/s: just need some doa to deal with those people.

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Fabricator?

Salam and Hi to all!

Today, 28/6/2014 was my little sister's birthday! happy birthday b! dh besar pun, sama size with me. hahahaa =P

Today, my first field trip since I was in UTP from 2010 -.- . I went to Sapura Kencana Petroleum fabrication yard! I'm totally amazed with the work area, roof top view. Sapura is a 2nd big company after PETRONAS as what being said by the crew. When I look at the workers + hot weather, I asked myself:

'Am I going to be a fabricator later???'

Standing for 1 hour pun dah bising panas, how to do work for 8 hours + overtime??
Is it the same situation at offshore?? I hope not, because I really want to be there.
Oil platform, FPSO,and more..Ohh, please give me the chance at least once in my lifetime.

Enough with that, wishing all of you Selamat Berpuasa & Ihya Ramadhan :)
Alhamdulillah, we manage to meet Ramadhan. May Allah bless us every moment. Amin..

Module for onshore LPG.

Module for LPG.

Rooftop view.

Ready to make a move!

Working area. Jacket is on your right, topside module for Jacket is on your left.

Gaya pergi site #tahanpanas

With TimFox (classmate). Behind us is Jacket.

Akak final year 1st time pergi field trip -.-

Happy 14th birthday b!



Bye!

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Tepi sikit


'Apa yang kau mahu
Semua ku beri
Apa yang kau mahu
Mahu apa lagi
Bagaimana aku pula
Aku serik
Jadi ku ingin jalan sana
Tolong tepi sikit
Tolong tepi sikit'


Salam and Hi to all. Oh, I feel like turning up and down for my final year. I need strength for another 2 semesters.

Why tepi sikit? I hate this feeling. The feeling when people does not appreciate you, does not even care about you. Maybe, i don't mind about it. but, i'm not that tough. 

It's different. The way you treat & behave.  I try to act like nothing happened, but I can't lie to myself.

Bye. 
p/s: i miss family. Emo x boleh nak balik, due to many workloads!

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Lets rock the final year!

Salam and Hi to all

Wow, why i'm so lazy to reach here?? I've many stories to be updated, but I'm quite busy lately.
Akak final year katakan. Well, now is Week 6 for my final 1st semester. Less than a year to be graduated soon, in sha Allah. Of course, I'm gonna miss my friends, girls, boys, classes,assignments, exams, utp, and moreeeee. cewahhh!

I've just finished my internship at SBM Offshore, Kuala Lumpur base. It is a very good company to learn with good environment. Good and supportive people, world leader in floating platform.
It was such a good opportunity for being there! Alhamdulillah. I've learnt a lot, meet new people, learn to be confident, independent. Waaah, I can even stand on my own unless I faced problems.
Good job, daughter!

As day goes by day in UTP, i'm kept thinking; 'Oh, i'm gonna miss this place that taught me a lot, from quite girl turn to be more independent and have strong survival skills' #lulzz
My friends (girls&boys), that always cheers up my life for 5 years in UTP. Gelak,ketawa,nangis,gaduh,lawan, tiru assignment quizzes, solution manual, final exam, ronda-ronda, makan,movies,jogs, swimming,meetings, and moreee. I can't even describe the whole of it!

Enough said, I just want to create the best memories in UTP! Lets enjoy the remaining days in UTP, my 2nd beloved place after home sweet home Penang!

Kak Marilyn

So sad, England is out from FIFA14. 

Mana prince charming ni? I tunggu lama dah ni

Akak akak.
With aunties or kakak2 that cheer up my 7 months of internship in SBM.


With girls at Ulu Kenas's waterfall. so syiokkk!

akak final year ber-selfie! 

Lantern festival katanya.

What I want by 2015.

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Piping material engineer?

Assalamualaikum and Hi to all readers! Such a long time I'm not be here.
Well, my internship has started! Everything went well. I really enjoy the last 2 weeks.

I'm a trainee in piping department at SBM Offshore. Now, I involve in one of SBM's project but still under study. So, my part is to choose the best material for every pipe starting from the riser.
The embrassing part was I need to look back at ASTM standard which I dislike during my last semester.
So, that's my job now!  But, ASTM is just the basic and there's more important standard to be used.

Every single thing related to work I asked the engineers. They were really supportive, friendly, kind-hearted. They shared their experience especially their lifetime at the offshore. I'm so jealous!! Ya Allah, please give me a chance to be there just once in my lifetime. Amin..

My working days really satisfied myself. Luckily, I've my course mate named Aqeel over there. He's kind, help me a lot, going for lunch together and more. Please, jgn perasan -.- .
I try to avoid eating alone in public but please I need someone to accompany me during eating.

Pictures? Later okayy. I hope my next coming days will be fine and more productive to give the best for SBM. Misi bermula!

Bye,xoxo