Puzzled

Selamat Pagi semua! Start your day with a warm smile :) Just a few days left to start my internship. I'm getting nervous about it. When I start to think, my parents talked about it I felt my heart beat going more faster. I hope my first day will be fine and going smoothly.

Back to the topic, lately I felt really puzzled. I guess 'culture shock' maybe. I've never had the feeling before. And i don't want it to disturb my life. This A is such annoying for me. He is a guy actually -.-
and I don't know what to say. Luckily I've told to my buddy, felt more relieved. I guess there will be a 'Melodi' session in KL next week. There will be more reporter than camera-man. Hahahahaha

 I admit, there's several guy telephoned me and mostly asked about my notes, chit chat at school. but, that time was different. Budak-budak kecil lagi kan. When I'm in form 5, I've met a friend who is a boy. Very kind, supportive. Until now I hold his words,

He said, ' Dah masuk universiti, kerja hang kena jual mahal, Jangan mudah tertipu,terpdedaya with boys. Jaga diri elok-elok.' He is my best friend until now. 

But, don't get wrong! He is already taken. So, when A is here, I felt like oh my God. Please protect me. Can we just be a normal friend? He's different with my boy-friends I've met. Maybe they are the same age with me.

Alright, I guess I need to stop. Lets move on. Hope to be more better. Can't wait to start a working life next week!

(p/s: have you watched Istanbul Aku Datang? I'm fall in love with Istanbul. Really want to go there one fine day later. I guess me and Dian are the same. Nak jadi lisa surihani junior la katakan. Lisa Sakinah maybe?  )

xoxo, bye!


Hagia Sophia,Istanbul

A Rainbow

Too many challenges for this 3rd year life!Projects,assignments,tests,exam,internship matters. Enough said, I'm still a student!Besides that, I met new friends,make a new connections, learn many things (good & bad) and many more. Have a look at the pics below!

" For in the end I would be happy

   To have helped you start anew,

It's a small price to pay

For the gift of knowing you. " 

Sisters. Without them, my day will be silent as grave.

Almost 9 years I've been with Riza since mrsm. 

Our precious moments.

My orang sebelah. We complete each other. Thanks for everything Faza.

 

These 3 guys below always make my day. Willing to listen to my silly questions,jokes, good listener, perhaps? please "jangan perasan" guys. Hey, thanks for everything.   

(p/s: still remember about cleanliness is pinkliness? )

Buddy,kaki gossip,the Tuah.




" It was a day in the life
Full of sadness and of strife
You never thought you'd make it through
Feeling people think the worst of you
Although it isn't always said
The .......... " 

Love

Assalamualaikum & Hi people! Welcome back to the real life. hey, I'm not dreaming! guess, what's going on yesterday??

It's my 21st birthday! Alhamdullilah I've been living in this world for 21 years. Still got many things to do especially worshiping to Allah. Many waiting lists to be done, I need to work hard to get it. I hope that my life is always being blessed by Allah, I didn't have any enemy and of course I want to be a good daughter,sister, friend, worker and a talented woman. I'm sure this will be a 1st transition of my life to a new phase.

At the age of twenty, we don't care what the world thinks of us; at thirty, we worry about what it is thinking of us; at forty, we discover that it wasn't thinking of us at all.

A diplomat is a man who always remembers a woman's birthday but never remembers her age.

Alright, back to the title. Love?'Amour,Mohabbat,Suka'.So, what does it means? For me, love is subjective. It is for everybody ; parents,friends,teachers,managers, so on.I'm really sure that each of us will be the most happiest person if someone said " I love you" to you. I admit, sometimes it's hard for me to say it especially to friends. Even though to my girl friends. Well, I still remembered when I accepted the challenge to say " I love you" to my friend who was a boy. It means that I love him as a friend not more than that. For me, those words are not restricted to your 'pakwe/makwe' only. Please be fair! Love means that how much we love, respect, accept someone to shine and colour our life.

So, why not, we just said those three words to everyone! Tomorrow might not be there :(

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.

 Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit. 

I would like to say "Thank you so much for all the birthday wishes, only Allah can pay it back. Thanks for being in my life, everyone. Really appreciate every single things that happened in my life.I'm the luckiest girl in this world to have you guys."

 

It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy marriages.

 We cannot really love anybody with whom we never laugh.

See u then, I love you. xoxo
(p/s: next post will be more pictures!)

My first love and my everything.

The colours of life.