Road to graduation

Salam & Hi to all,

Less than 5 months to be graduated, hopefully.
Less than 5 months to enjoy the beautiful scenery of UTP.
Less than 5 months to play around with quizzes, assignments, projects, exams.
Less than 5 months to burn the midnight oil.
Less than 5 months to feel the stress and distractions from you.
Less than 5 months to mingle with friends, shouting, quarreling, hang out, gossip with each other.
Less than 5 months to learn with the best lecturers ever, only in UTP.
Less than 5 months to think about my future planning; work / postgraduate studies.

Final semester, may Allah ease everything till Jan15. Hope to graduate with flying colors!
Amin.Amin.Amin.


#I'm gonna miss UTP a lot!

Iollz tak sabar nak baling topi gituuu.

I'm 22

Salam & Hi to all.

On 10th September 2014, I'm turning 22! Alhamdulillah and thanks for all the wishes.
I'm going to finish my studies soon, hopefully with flying colors. hahahaa
Then, go for family vacation. InshaAllah.

But, for this birthday, I'm waiting, waiting, waiting till the next day. I do care about it because he/she is my closed friend. Just a small mistake, it ruins everything. I've never seek revenge or keep that thing deep inside my heart. But, this situation really keep headache for me. I don't what to do, as I'm not good in 'pujuk memujuk' ni. I've already seek forgiveness and thanks him/her for everything.

Are u still mad / angry at me? Can we friend like we used to be? Just another 1 semester to go.
Maybe it is about egoistic problem? I realized that maybe I've hurt him/her. But, can you please back to normal? Sampai bila nak simpan.

'Nabi Muhammad pun maafkan umat dia, kita ni just manusia, who are we to judge others.'.

I'll always mention her/his name in my Doa for every prayers, hopefully Allah will open her/his heart to be friend with me again. Just remember one thing, that I'll never forget your kindness to me. 

So, enough with that. What are my wishes for being 22? 

Of course, I want to be a successful lady, graduate from UTP, get a job. I'm waiting to travel around the world. I hope I'll be in good health, dipanjangkan umur untuk menempuhi segala cabaran. One more thing, I hope I'll meet a guy that always appear in my dream. (putih je muka dia, nampak dr tepi & belakang view). Bestnya if I can get pilot like Zil Fezrul. xoxo

Pijaklah di bumi realiti. Bye!

Kau nak try tarian Kadazan ke?

It's good to be at home. 

Flying high

Salam & Hi to all. Kaifa halukum?

Dah ada bsic arab, so boleh speaking la eh. ? Sekarang, baru rasa boleh breathe dgn success nya, because my schedule is too tight! Too much works. Mulut ni tak habis2 berzikir utk ringankan beban. Jangan RIAK please!

Back to the topic, dealing with too many works, different people, of course I'll behave differently.
I'm not saying I'm good in everything. Can handle works efficiently, but, haiissh too difficult to say it.
Conflicts are everywhere. I don't like seeking revenge, that's not my behavior! I'm not born to fight, quarreling with others.

I've right to say something to my friend. But, i guess i'm wrong by trusting he/ she, because the big conflicts have arise.  I'm so sad, from now on i'll never trust people, i'll just keep my words inside my heart and never tell to others. I guess, I'm now looking like a cruel, bad girl in front of others. (Muka je cantik, baik, tapi perangai macam apa) I'm so sad! A small matter turn to big and tall building like SPAR platform, then have ruined the friendship!

Its ok sakinah. One more sem to go, then you are free. I always say it to myself. I'm not weak, but people are looking down at me. I know I'm not good in engineering principles, but I can learn step by step.

From now on, i'll never trust people. I'm sorry for everything, and I guess I just want to go far far far away from here.

(taken from Kak Maria's) 

Self reminder

Salam & Hi to all,

Salam Ramadhan! How's your day? Me? Turning up side down. Projects, assignments, reports, etc..

Have you heard about the latest news? The attack on Gaza! Ya Allah, please protect my brothers,sisters there.

Kita ni sangat bertuah di Malaysia. Makanan berlambak-lambak, beautiful house, clothes, big cars, etc..
How about them in Gaza, Palestine? Sometimes, I do think about it.

My dadi used to say; " Kalau boleh dadi nak ambil sorang dua anak palestine jaga kt rumah, bagi makan, bagi pelajaran"

I'm thinking about that too! Hehehehe. The babies,kids are too cute! Poor them, still kena tembak, bakar, but syurga Allah menanti mereka.

"Ya Allah, please protect the Islam countries. Please save the ummah. Please save the babies, kids,women,elderly people. Let Islam win.."

What can I do today for them? Only DOA. I kept praying for them. I tried not to take McD anymore. Alhamdulillah, almost 2 months tak makan McD. Only for the sundae chocolate, need to cari pengganti.

Bye!. please pray for them!

(p/s: dah tengok video kak neelofa cerita pasal experience dia? here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbpMn_B_hpY&feature=youtu.be)

- how about me? -

Move on

Salam & Hi,

Selamat berpuasa to all. I feel like want to kick the punch beg. zzzzz.

I hate when people does not give respond when it comes to urgent matter. The dateline is coming.
But, no respond from others.

I'm not saying that I'm really good in that kind of work, but please take your own initiatives.
I'm also struggling in searching for information, put away some of my works.

Don't depend too much on your members. How you want to struggle in future, if selalu behave like this?

I'm not the person like to shout at people, being crazy mad. I'm the person like easy going, always be cool and only react when I can't withstand anymore.

I need strength for another 1 1/2 semester  to deal with those people.

Bye.

I used to read this frequently to make my works easier. Alhamdulillah, semua okay.
This doa dah jadi my best friend.

p/s: just need some doa to deal with those people.

Fabricator?

Salam and Hi to all!

Today, 28/6/2014 was my little sister's birthday! happy birthday b! dh besar pun, sama size with me. hahahaa =P

Today, my first field trip since I was in UTP from 2010 -.- . I went to Sapura Kencana Petroleum fabrication yard! I'm totally amazed with the work area, roof top view. Sapura is a 2nd big company after PETRONAS as what being said by the crew. When I look at the workers + hot weather, I asked myself:

'Am I going to be a fabricator later???'

Standing for 1 hour pun dah bising panas, how to do work for 8 hours + overtime??
Is it the same situation at offshore?? I hope not, because I really want to be there.
Oil platform, FPSO,and more..Ohh, please give me the chance at least once in my lifetime.

Enough with that, wishing all of you Selamat Berpuasa & Ihya Ramadhan :)
Alhamdulillah, we manage to meet Ramadhan. May Allah bless us every moment. Amin..

Module for onshore LPG.

Module for LPG.

Rooftop view.

Ready to make a move!

Working area. Jacket is on your right, topside module for Jacket is on your left.

Gaya pergi site #tahanpanas

With TimFox (classmate). Behind us is Jacket.

Akak final year 1st time pergi field trip -.-

Happy 14th birthday b!

Bye!

Tepi sikit

'Apa yang kau mahu

Semua ku beri

Apa yang kau mahu

Mahu apa lagi

Bagaimana aku pula

Aku serik

Jadi ku ingin jalan sana

Tolong tepi sikit

Tolong tepi sikit'

Salam and Hi to all. Oh, I feel like turning up and down for my final year. I need strength for another 2 semesters.

Why tepi sikit? I hate this feeling. The feeling when people does not appreciate you, does not even care about you. Maybe, i don't mind about it. but, i'm not that tough. 

It's different. The way you treat & behave.  I try to act like nothing happened, but I can't lie to myself.

Bye. 

p/s: i miss family. Emo x boleh nak balik, due to many workloads!